ReflectingXEchoes

I hate this feeling deep inside, This feeling of Jealousy in my mind. I try and try to pull and pry, This emotion called Jealousy that has me tied. You hug you kiss and touch and hold, I'm left to watch, a scene unfold. I turn, I twist, and look away, I let it lose my soul is sold. I can't say yes I can't say no Deep inside I just don't know. What my heart seems to scream, Just the word of jealousy. I can't believe how hard it is, To turn away and say forget. Close my eyes and start to sing, Box up love and lust and sling. I can't say much although I try, I hate this feelings deep inside, I try and try to rip and tear, This

She walks into the room,her wrists bleeding and her eyes crying, Mommy I'm bleeding, Look at this blood that's falling, Don't you care, & Her mother kaughs at her, her eyes falling, I really don't care, The little girl cries mommy I'm dieing, please, please care, & Oh dear, dear darling, please go I don't care, Mommy, Mommy please love me, please listen to all my cries, Oh dear, dear darling, please just leave, pick a place to lie, & The little girl has fallen, her wrists still crying the tears that fell from her eyes, Still begging her mother, mommy please care, please listen, please just try, & Her mother sits satisfied, laughi

Sit at home, see these pills, This razor Happy day today. Write your name, Paint the walls with blood, your pain, Yeah happy day. Sitting on a cold stained bed, her hand on the trigger, She can't decide whether or not this is the way to go. Maybe pills, A razor or two, or maybe an inch or rope, She can't decide which way to go. She's thinking Suicide.

Late last night, you were my Free star, But that all changed when you went by. The Night alone grew so cold, Where did my shooting star go? Even if I couldn't be there, I just wanted to say, Say,Say. Remember your my one and only shooting Star.